Is God Fair, sermon September 18 2011

16 Sep

Sermon 14 Pentecost, Proper 20

Matthew 20:1-16

The Rev. Hentzi Elek

St. Alban’s Episcopal Church

Newtown Square, Pa.

September 18, 2011

Is God Fair?

 

Let us pray. May the words of my mouth and the meditations of our hearts be always acceptable unto you, Oh Lord, our rock and our redeemer. Amen.

            “You are never allowed to take a ride. Never, ever, ever. You are never allowed to get in the car with anybody. That includes your Mother.” Those were the final words that marked the three summers when I was ages 8, 9, and 10. Every summer day I walked the two miles from our home to the tennis courts, played tennis all day, and then walked the 2 miles back. Even when my Mother was going to play tennis at the exact same time, I still had to walk. No if’s. No and’s. No but’s. Those were the orders. Those were the rules.

            Many years later when our kids began to explore the world on their own, my perspective on my father’s strict rules began to change a  bit. Maybe my Father had been trying to fight the dominant child-centered culture that acts as though children are the center of the universe and all adults were created to serve those children. Maybe, my Father was trying to instill a sense of mental and physical toughness and discipline? Maybe he believed that the repetitive, non-negotiable routine of walking 4 miles every day, rain or shine would serve us well both as children and adults? Maybe he was worried about adults, whether they were friends or strangers, giving me a ride into the horrors of exploitation and abuse?

            I don’t know. But, I do know that today’s Gospel lesson reminded me of those three summers and the many, many miles of walking. I can hear my Dad yelling at me right now, even though he’s been dead 11 years. “ Hentzi, who do you think you are? I’m your Father. I’m in charge. And I make the rules. I don’t care if you think it’s fair or not.” Those words echo in my heart as I read over the words from Matthew, “ Am I not allowed to do what I choose with what belongs to me?” Sounds just like an angry parent putting a defiant, questioning child in his place.

             The landowner in today’s lesson is absolutely crystal clear. For this is what he says:  I’m in charge of what belongs to me. I make the decisions. I set the rules. Even if those rules seem capricious, unfair, and infuriating. If I want to pay the one hour worker the same as the three hour worker, that’s my right. If I want to pay the guy who works 8 hours the exact same amount of money as the guy who works only 10 minutes, that’s my right.

They’re my workers. My fields. My wages. Period. End of statement. And, what’s more. You all agreed to my terms. I agreed to pay some of you  ‘the usual daily wage,’ and others of you I agreed to pay you ‘ whatever is right.’ Notice, I said to some of you: ‘ I will pay you whatever is right.’ I did not say I will pay some more and some less. I did not say I would pay you what you think you deserve. And,  I never said that I would be consistent. I never said that I would pay you each according to how many hours you work or how many grapes you tended in my vineyard.

It’s not my job to be fair or just in your eyes. It’s my job and my right to do whatever I want however I want with what belongs to me. That’s  hard stuff. It appears that the workers, which would be all of us, have little say with management, which would be God. It would appear that God’s in charge, and we simply have to play by God’s rules. That makes God seem awfully dictatorial. We’re used to freedom, and liberty, and independence. We’re used to the ideas of free speech and fair wages for fair labor that are negotiated between the boss and the worker. That’s the way the United States works, at least, in its best self. But, it’s not the contract God makes with us. And, it’s easy to confuse our human agreements with relationship with God.  

The contract God makes with us is this: God promise to love us unconditionally and absolutely. God promises to always be with us and to never abandon us. God promises to shower all of us with love and compassion with justice and mercy whether we seemingly deserve those blessings or not. Hence, Jesus forgives the criminal on the cross who seeks out God in that last second confession. And Jesus forgives those who murdered him.

Our side of the contract is that we agree to partner with God. Our side is that we try and love God with our whole heart, body, mind, and strength- committing to God with everything we’ve got. Our side of the agreement is to try and recognize the presence of God in each other and then to love each person we encounter just as God loves us. Our side of the covenant with God is to try and make our world a better place right here and right now. And God promises to equip us and accompany us on this most sacred of journeys.  

It’s never too late to become one of God’s workers. Never too late to join God’s team. Never too late to play in God’s orchestra. Of course God wants you to be a lifelong member, but signing on early doesn’t get you extra brownie points. And signing up, even right up to the last minute, doesn’t diminish your reward or get you punished. The rewards of being part of God’s kingdom are a joy and peace which far surpass even our most fruitful imaginations.   

God’s unfathomable wisdom and extravagant compassion and generosity go way beyond our comprehension. Today’s Gospel lesson could be about salvation and the invitation of salvation being open even to the late, lazy laggards in our midst. Today’s Gospel could be a Godly reminder that God sees worthiness and holiness in all of us and that God has a place for all of us in God’s kingdom.

May this faith give you great, great hope! Amen!

Sin and Forgiveness: September 11 Revisited, a Sermon

9 Sep

Sermon on 10 Anniversary

September 11 Terrorist attacks

Matthew 18:21-35

The Rev. Hentzi Elek

St. Alban’s Episcopal Church

Newtown Square, Pa.

September 11, 2011

 

Sin and Forgiveness: September 11 Revisited

 

Let us pray, “ Gracious God, help us, we pray, in the midst of things we cannot understand, to believe and trust in the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, and the resurrection to life everlasting. Amen. “

            It was a balmy spring day in Khartoum Sudan East Africa in the year 1986. That means it was only 100 degrees rather than the normal 120 degrees temperature. Some Muslim extremists had hijacked an  American airplane and killed a bunch of people in Egypt. Rumor had it that the terrorists were Libyans. So, in response, President Regan launched a massive bombing attack on the cities of Tripoli and Benghazi in Libya. Then, in response to the U.S. attacks on Libya, death threats were issued against Americans living in Muslim countries, and Sudan was a Muslim dominated country.

            Hence, the next day I fled Sudan, looking over my shoulder every few minutes. Anxiety was through the roof as we took our forced three week vacation in Ethiopia and Kenya. Would they find us? Would they get us? Could we pretend to be Canadian? What was going to happen? It was terrifying and surreal. Up until that point I had always felt safe as an American, but no more. There were people targeting us just because we were American.

            15 years later, on the morning of September 11, 2001, I was living in the Rectory at St. Francis Episcopal Church, just 8 miles down the street from Langley and the CIA Headquarters. I still had 2 more weeks in Northern Virginia before I moved up to join you all here as your new Rector. Sara and the kids had already moved up here. Our Virginia house was completely empty. On the morning of September 11th the sole possessions of the house were a mattress, a lamp, a book, a television, and that’s absolutely it. Oh, and there was one 6 pack of beer in the fridge. That’s it. Not even crackers. Nothing. By noon the road in front of our house was at a standstill. All of official Washington had evacuated, including the CIA, and it was an 18 mile traffic jam with nobody moving.

            For the next two weeks I couldn’t sleep at night. Fighter jets patrolling Washington flew back and forth and back and forth, and the old Rectory farmhouse shook, and rattled, and groaned as if a nonstop earthquake was fighting the shaky house. My Virginia parishioners were in shock and terror, and I remember once more what it felt like to feel  unsafe, vulnerable, and in mortified shock.

            September 11, 2001 exploded our sense of peace and safety. Threats, and anxiety, and terrorism became the new normal. It was ghastly and unbelievable, but it was not the beginning. The 1986 evacuation of Americans around the world was my beginning. The Bombing of Pearl Harbor was my Mother’s beginning. The election of Hitler in the early 1930’s was my Father’s beginning. Each of us has a beginning when we realized the world is not a safe place. Each of us has a time when we realized that being American does not inoculate us against the sins and dangers of our world.

            September 11, 2001 reminded us of the ubiquitous power of sin and the awesome need for forgiveness. The darkness of sin and evil murdered 3000 people on September 11th.  But, the powers and temptations didn’t start or stop on that horrible day. 10 years later, 900,000 people have been killed violently and senselessly in Iraq and Afghanistan. 3000 people killed on September 11th and then another 900,000 and that number grows every day. For thousands of years humans have sinfully attacked and murdered each other in wars, in terrorism, and in daily crime. And with every death, God has cried.

            God wept for all of us on September 11, 2001, and I’m sure God has  been weeping over every one of those 900,000 and all, anywhere in the world who have  been killed. There’s no logic. There’s no explanation that really makes any sense. The best I can come up with is that one of our manifold sins is a failure of imagination. It’s easier to fight ( box in air ) than to come up with peaceful, non-violent, creative solutions to our conflicts.

            The September 11th terrorist attacks feel unique and unbelievable to us, because we’d been happily ensconced, in a wonderful, safe, terror-free bubble. But, in the history of the world, September 11th was just one in a long line of violent, unspeakable, tragedies.

            Remember that the murder of Jesus on the cross wasn’t unique in the ancient world. Jesus was just another guy who died a violent, senseless death. Imagine how angry and sad God must have been that first Bad Good Friday. Imagine how tempted God must have  been to wreak unspeakably horrific revenge on humanity. But, no, instead, God gives us Easter, the gift of New Life, the transforming of sin and death, and the amazing power of forgiveness.

            That’s the ultimate Christian witness. We are all sinners. We all can be cruel, insensitive, and even harmful. Yes, we here at St. Alban’s are not actively killing other humans, but many of us look the other way as our tax dollars do. We have enough bombs to kill everybody in the world, dozens of times over. Our retirements may depend upon our stocks, and those stocks may be invested in companies that sell guns on our streets and in conflicts around the world. Don’t you think that makes God cry? Doesn’t that infuriate God?

            But, the wonderful thing about God is that God forgives us. And, God equips us to forgive each other. Forgiveness doesn’t mean stupidity or ignorance. It doesn’t mean recklessly trusting those who don’t deserve your trust. No, Forgiveness is the ultimate sign of wisdom, the recognition that our survival depends on our ability to forgive each other, over, and over , and over again. How many times? 70 times 7 times. 490 times- and that number represents an infinite amount.

            Forgiveness does not mean that you like the person or want to spend time with the person who has injured you. Forgiveness means that in your heart, you no longer wish that person ill. Forgiveness transforms rage and revenge. Forgiveness does not erase the need for justice, but it tempers the passions that can distort and abuse justice.

            I don’t know why we hurt each other, but we do. I don’t know why horrible days like September 11, 2001 happen, but they do. I don’t know why we all keep sinning even though we all profess to love.

            But, I do know. I do believe with all my  being that God empowers us to start each day, each moment anew with new life and new possibilities. We are equipped to love and to forgive ourselves and the world around us. And that potential is a wonderful sign of hope!

Amen!

Fight the Sin, an argument against the death penalty

21 Jul

Dear Friends,

Victim of Hate Crime fights the Death Penalty!

There’s a compelling article by Timothy Williams entitled “The Hated and the Hater, Both Touched by Crime” in The New York Times Tuesday July 19, 2011 edition. I quote:

” Mark Anthony Stroman, 41, a stonecutter from Dallas, shot people he believed were Arabs, saying he was enraged by the terrorist attacks of September 11, 2001. He killed at least two: Vasudev Patel, an Indian immigrant who was Hindu, and Waqar Hasan, a Muslim born in Pakistan. A third shooting victim, Rais Bhuiyan, 37 a former Air Force pilot from Bangladesh, survived after Mr. Stroman shot him in the face at close range. Mr. Stroman admitted to the shootings. He is scheduled to be executed on Wednesday. “

Mr. Bhuiyan reports in the article on why he wants to save the life of the man who tried to kill him.

” I was raised very well by my parents and teachers. They raised me with good morals and strong faith. They taught me to put yourself in others’ shoes. Even if they hurt you, don’t take revenge. Forgive them. Move on. It will bring something good to  you and to them. My Islamic faith teaches me this too. He ( the shooter Stroman) said he did this as an act of war and a lot of Americans wanted to do it but he had the courage to do it- to shoot Muslims. After it happened I was just simply struggling to survive in this country. I decided that forgiveness was not enough. That what he did was out of ignorance. I decided I had to do something to save this person’s life. That killing someone in Dallas is not an answer for what happened on Sept. 11.”

” I requested a meeting with Mr. Stroman. I’m eagerly awaiting to see him in person and exchange ideas. I would talk about love and compassion. WE all make mistakes. He’s another human being, like me. Hate the sin, not the sinner. It’s very important that I meet him to tell him I feel for him and I strongly believe he should get a second chance. “

The State of Texas executed Mark Anthony Stroman last night, Wednesday July 20th at 9:53 p.m.

With my prayers for the repose of the soul of  Mr. Stroman the shooter and for Mr. Bhuiyan his compassionate victim. With my prayers for all of us, for hearts that could follow the incredible example of Mr. Bhuiyan.

Peace,

Hentzi

FAMINE My GOD

21 Jul

Dear Friends,

Famine is threatening to destroy the already overwhelmed country of Somalia in East Africa! Millions are at risk. Millions may die. And stupid, stupid, religious extremism is part of the problem

As with most famines, there is one part environmental and one part political-economic, and that is certainly true in The Somalia of July 2011.

I urge you all. Read the New York Times. Pay attention to your favorite online blogs, to the NPR or PBS news broadcasts. Pray for our brothers and sisters in Somalia and other parts of East Africa who are only hanging on to life by a thread.

Pray that God would move the hearts and minds of those with power to do absolutely everything they can to alleviate the suffering. Pray that our own government here in the U.S.A. might be able to see past the debt ceiling/ budget fight on Capitol Hill and in the White House. Pray that international organizations The Red Cross, The United Nations, the various Arab and other relief agencies will have the courage, fortitude, and vision to hang in there and fight the famine.

Dear God, please feed and relieve all those stranded in the heat and the draught. Comfort and heal  all those who are desperate and terrified in Somalia and all over the world.

Dear God, open our hearts so that we recognize  you in the faces, in the sunken eyes, our starving brothers and sisters in Africa. Inspire us to to do all we can to love our neighbors as ourselves. Make us Fiercely Determined in saying NO. No, it’s not o.k. that another million people die or become incapacitated. It’s NOT, NOT, NOT o.k. It’s not o.k. that there is so much wealth and so much suffering. We have to change the world.God show us the way! Please!

With my prayers for all of us,

Hentzi

Air-conditioning Thank God

21 Jul

Air-conditioning Thank God

Dear Friends,

Thank God for air-conditioning.

Here we are in the midst of our second, at least, heat wave of the Philadelphia summer. When I got in the car this afternoon, the thermostat read 104 degrees. That’s really, stinking, miserably HOT ! And, it’s supposed to be even hotter tomorrow!

As some of you know, I’ve lived in some really HOT places. A year in Sudan with three months of steady 120 degree temperatures and a year in Thailand with a little cooler but more humid climes are never far from my weather memory.

I do know really, really HOT ! And I do know relief from really, really HOT! What a Blessing it is to be able to control the immediate environment that we live in. To be able to cool off a room, or in the winter- to heat up a room, to our desired temperature is something we can never take for granted. Thank God for the scientists and engineers who create cooling systems. Thank God for the knowledge that grants a reprieve from the scorching HEAT ! Thank God for the financial resources to pay for air-conditioning. Thank God for the luxury of not having to work or live under the scorching heat without escape or respite.

I don’t take air-conditioning for granted, not for one minute! The excessive heat effectively drains my resources and shuts down my body, making me non-functioning. I pray for all those people, billions around the world, who long for a cool space and respite from the punish weather. May we use our talents, our resources, and our hearts of compassion and justice to bring relief from the weather to our fellow brothers and sisters around the world. God be with all those who are over- exposed.

Best and peace,

Hentzi

Unemployment Unacceptable

12 Jul

Dear Friends,

For months now there have been articles in the press about the unemployment level. For months Paul Krugman and others in the New York Times have reported that we do need to worry about unemployment. Of course we do!

9.2% – that’s the current number of unemployed Americans.

And that number only represents the number of people who the government knows about because they’ve filed unemployment claims. There are millions more who have stopped looking for work.

300 million people is our current U.S. Population

27.6 million Americans unemployed. That’s simply unacceptable!

We need a gigantic vision. A vision of New Building. A vision of Re-building.

Ancient bridges, ancient crumbling roads, ancient crumbling sewer and water systems.

We need a Roosevelt New Deal jobs plan- put everybody to work, rebuilding our nations infrastructure, putting more teachers in classrooms, maintaining our incredibly valuable and beautiful National, State, and Local Parks.

It would be a win-win situation. More jobs would create business, create investment opportunities, and lift the public morale.

And while we’re at it. What if we had 2 years of required public service which you could start serving between ages 18 and 26. You could serve in the military or in the new civilian service corps- working in the public service, the environment, schools, etc.

Great nations think great possibilities. Great nations have great imagination, great hopes, great dreams, great energy and enthusiasm!

Drastically reducing unemployment is the right thing practically, morally, and would have enormous economic and political benefits.

The great thing about faith is that we’re not bound by the cycles, repetitions, and seemingly inevitable historical behavior patterns. People of faith believe that each day is a new day, that we can do things better, different, and more creatively. Pray that we as a country will tackle unemployment. Pray that Democrats and Republicans will put politics aside and courageously vow to fight unemployment with everything they’ve got.

Best and peace,

Hentzi

Of Gods and Men review

11 Jul

Dear Friends,

Rent The Movie:  Of Gods and Men , directed by Xavier Beauvois, a Sony Classics Picture. I just picked it up at our local TLA in Bryn Mawr.

 Stunning in so many ways!

Based on a true story. French and some Arabic, with English subtitles.

The Background: 8 French Cistercian monks in their mountain top monastery.

                  Location: Algeria   Time: 1993-1996

The Plot: The monks live peacefully and quite wonderfully as servants to the local village. They provide medical care, reading assistance, counsel, and friendship to local Christians and Muslims. Yet, Islamic Fundamentalism is on the rise. People in the surrounding areas start to get violently attacked.

The movie moves from the rhythms of the monks chanting their daily office ( worship ) to working the fields, to  caring for the villagers in the medical clinic, to interactions with the community, to counsel with the local elders. It’s a slow, slow dance, but if you’re willing to enter into the meditative trance of the music and gradual scene changes, the silence, and the absence of action, you absolutely won’t be disappointed.

The movie gradually moves you into the conflict between the loyalties of monastic life and Muslim fundamentalism.

The monks wrestle with: martyrdom, loyalty, love, service, the Biblical notion of hesed ( Covenant Loyalty. ) sacrifice, vows, free choice, expectations and the promises people make, and horrible violence.

This is a movie of dialogue and prayer. A movie with amazing facial expressions. A movie of heart and soul. My wife Sara and I thought about and discussed the movie all day yesterday after we saw it.

In today’s world in which Western culture/ Christianity and more radical Islam and non western cultures are more and more in tension and conflict, this movie is quite timely and provocative.

Pax vobiscum,

Hentzi

22 Billion dollars

5 Jul

22 Billion dollars. That’s right. That’s how much was discovered in the vaults underneath the 16th century Sri Padmanashaswamy Temple in the State of Kerala in India.

22 Billion U.S. dollars- is the estimated value of the stockpile of gold coins, jewels, precious stones, and more- some of which may not have been disturbed for over 150 years.

You can read about it in today’s New York Times, pg. A4 in the article entitled,

“Beneath a Temple in Southern India, a Treasure Trove of Staggering Riches” by Vikas Bajaj.

22 Billion– Can you imagine that?

Hentzi

Robbed some more

5 Jul

Robbed Some More: Well,  today we discovered that somebody had also broken through internal doors into the Thrift Shop and stolen $72.00 from the cash register.

Please pray for whomever is struggling and turning to crime to solve their problems, to hide from their problems, and or to get relief or escape from seemingly intractable problems.

Hentzi

Robbing the Church

5 Jul

In my 16 years of ordained ministry, I’ve served three different churches, including St. Alban’s Newtown Square, my current place where I’ve been for 10  years. In those 16 years, the various churches have been robbed about a dozen times. Thankfully, nobody ever got harmed and the cash value of the things stolen has always been relatively minor.

When I was in Great Falls, Virginia, the bridal party at a wedding for which I was officiating had their 6 purses completely cleaned out. The police told me that thieves comb the newspapers looking for weddings, funerals, and other church events at which people might be preoccupied and valuables might be unguarded. It certainly makes sense, if you can imagine the logic of a crook.

The attack at St. Alban’s, Great Falls occurred sometime between the evening of Sunday July 3 and about 12:30 pm.  Monday July 4rth. This we know because I was working at the office until about 6 pm. July 3rd. On July 4rth, when our bookkeeper Bill arrived at 12:30, the external doors to the Church buildings were locked. However, his internal office door was smashed in.

That’s the second time in about 5 years that the treasurer’s office door has been smashed in. The first time, the thieves took a bunch of checks and several hundred in cash. A few months later, we found the checks buried and hidden, under some boxes in Bill’s office. This time the thieves apparently took nothing as there was nothing to take. Bill had already deposited the Sunday offerings.

Today, a parishioner said something that really made me think. She said, ” We should pray for a person who is desperate enough to try and rob a church. ” And,  I thought, ” Wow! She absolutely right!” So, please pray for whoever broke into the treasure’s office at St. Alban’s. Pray that he or she might have a change of heart and a change of action. Pray that he/ she might find more healthy and legal solutions to the problems and pain that he/ she struggles with. Pray for those parts of violence, desperation, anger, fear, and hopelessness that assault many of us from time to time. May our justice always be tempered with a sense of merciful  forgiveness, compassion, and peace. Pray that we may create places where all can feel safe, secure, and peaceful.

Hentzi

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